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Bringing with them,
A song I know well,
Once brought with it happiness,
The joy of Christmas,
But now all it brings,
Are haunted memories,
And the pain of a world,
Torn away from one so suddenly,
Colour and joy long gone,
Not a trace of it to be found,
The haunted melody echoes,
Inside my skull.
As Christmas draws near,
I can't escape the haunting tune,
Bringing with it haunted melodies,
With taunting traces of the life I lost.
Time's CrueltyTime is cruel,
It goes by,
Taking my life,
Taking my world,
Away from me as it slips away,
Out of reach,
Time for me never stands still,
Time makes me run,
I run to try and keep up,
As the world speeds up,
As time slips away,
As I try and try,
But time keeps going,
Laughing at me,
As I try to keep up,
As I try to keep pace,
But it's leaving me behind,
All the while,
I get older,
I'm finding myself,
Further and further behind.
I Thought . . .I thought I was coping,
For three years,
I thought I was doing okay,
But it seems I'm still on square one,
Watching everyone else,
As they go on,
Trapped by myself,
As I constantly,
Dual and battle,
The pain and tears,
But it seems all it has caused,
Is fake hope and a taste of freedom,
Before it's snatched away from me.
I thought I needed him,
But maybe I can live without him,
But I know,
That letting go,
Will be the hardest thing to ever to,
But he'll probably be better off,
Without me being an idiot and causing,
Him unnecessary pain.
The only problem;
I'm too selfish to let him go,
I don't want to be alone,
In this darkness,
That slowly steals your life.
ThreatThanks for the threat,
I needed it to open my eyes,
To the greed and the fool.
It's not me who's truly suffering,
It's not me who should be fussed over,
It's not me who should be loved,
I have proven to the world,
I can live without love,
I can live without friends,
I don't need anyone,
I just want people there,
To catch me,
When life gets too much.
But in my greed,
I failed to notice,
The suffering I was causing,
I tricked myself into thinking,
My fear was to be alone,
When it was to fall back into depression,
HA! Too late,
I'm back where I don't want to be,
It was where I belonged all along.
Thank you for the threat,
Thank you for bringing me back to earth,
Thank you for showing me the light,
But it comes at a price,
You won't be seeing me...
The CloudwalkerI was known far and wide,
As the guardian of the skies.
I had so much power,
And I wasn't one to cower.
I could take any form,
The strange, the different and the norm.
I would always fight,
Always play the knight.
But my siblings ignored my heroics,
But I never noticed or knew it.
When I did notice they didn't care,
I let my temper flare.
Now when we anger,
We gather a dark and deadly power,
So I used these dark abilities,
To destroy the world I swore to protect,
With a strange hostility,
I will always regret.
My siblings didn't hesitate,
The threat they tried to eliminate.
They failed to destroy me,
They didn't dare free me,
From the darkness they created,
They didn't mask their hatred.
With I power I forgot they possessed,
They worked together to rip me apart,
And sealed me forever in constant unrest,
So clever they thought, so smart.
Fused in the moon,
Bound to a demon from hell,
I never see the light of noon,
As the Queen herself guards me well.
The demon will soon consume me,
The living go to remember the deadThe silence swallows you whole,
The only noise,
Is the soft crunch of grass and leaves,
Beneath boots and shoes,
Sometimes accompanied by ragged breaths,
As the living come here,
To lay flowers,
And pay tributes,
To the dead.
The world is so silent,
Here all the time,
Is bowing its head,
Remembering the lives claimed,
By age or illness,
By war or other,
And the silence,
Is the sound of respect,
The air is heavy,
With many emotions,
Where the living go,
To remember the dead.
ControlIn my mind,
My thoughts are my own,
But my actions,
And my words,
Sometimes aren't mine.
It's like someone else has control,
I'm just a mere puppet,
Used for other's enjoyment,
As they watch me suffer,
Under their command,
Under their control,
And no way to break free.
I struggle and fight,
But I cannot battle,
Something not really there,
But I cannot determine,
And what's not.
And I'm not sure,
If I want to fight,
If I want to stay alive.
My hope is fleeing. . .
Their control is growing.
Three YearsThe marker is coming up;
Oh how they've passed,
So deviously fast,
Leaving her behind,
In such a darkened time,
Shrouded in mists,
I so easily forget.
Still the questions echo,
Around my still-crowded mind,
I still don't and will never know,
Why and how,
I all came down,
I'm nearly sixteen,
They all say she'd be proud,
But it's not the same,
Hearing it not from her,
It still hurts,
Knowing that she's forever gone.
And they think the pain's gone,
I don't want special treatment,
But some sympathy would be nice,
From my peers who,
LOVE to pick on my name.
Someone tell that f**ker,
To stop for this month,
Because I feel,
That this time,
The pain will be worse,
Perhaps the most torturous thing;
I won't be able to stop those,
Who'll be on a subconscious mission,
To take me down.
Fake Smiles Are DangerousBe careful,
Those who make it their task,
To keep smiling no matter what,
Because I've done that,
I've tried to smile,
Despite the pain I feel,
Despite what people put me through,
I have kept that smile there,
I keep pushing my emotions away,
The results aren't great.
I can't tell if I lie or not,
I can't tell if I'm sad,
I hid it all behind a smile,
And the lie,
Now I lie to myself,
Almost every time the question is asked,
And my friends,
All the while,
Wishing I knew the truth,
Wishing they knew it too.
Don't hide behind the false smiles,
It may seem to work,
For a short period of time,
But when it wears off,
You'll be stuck,
Trying to figure what and when,
And wished with all your heart,
That they knew what you really felt.
The SilenceWe walked alone,
Standing together in silence.
Hand in hand,
Shifting our feet,
A delicate waltz.
We tripped in fall,
And summer's temperance
Gave into winter's
And coolly letting go.
We talked alone,
Bearing the lovers' silence.
Sunny one day,
Rainy the next,
Like rushing waves
Or flickering flames,
The situation changed
Since everything stayed still
And all the same.
Times were changed.
From high school love
To low and foolish apathy:
Nine months we gave,
It took one day.
The Girl and the Goat I was once so devote
To one whom the angels have hand-wrought
A worship that was prevented, by a robot goat
I struggled to unchain my throat
Which was bound for I did not believe myself a big-shot
I was once so devote
Soon I was ready to cross the moat
And leaped over, as if moon-shot
A feat that was prevented, by a robot goat
Once again I pre
It Wouldn't LastI think I broke his heart.
How could I be so cruel?
I said the word, tore us apart,
Is this what it means to rule?
Never knew what he saw in me,
Only the small, trivial things.
He said he was okay, you see.
The harsh word in his ear rings.
Asking my opinion, then debating it,
Is that how the world works?
I'm sure he was so full of it.
In a breakup, are there often perks?
No, he's the victim, his heart is hurting,
In this case, I'm the one to blame.
For me, the love, out of his heart, is spurting.
I think cupid may have missed his aim.
For me, there was never a connection
I never felt comfortable with him.
In terms of sensing this, he failed detection.
My guilt spilled over the brim.
Week and a half, his heart's mine for the taking.
I feel it was all too fast
Maybe if he'd waited a year or two-
No, I still think it wouldn't last.
Love at first sightThey say love can bloom at first sight
I was not one to believe until that night
When the cheer and fun was to begin
My heart beat strong and began to win
Even our meet our talk began to last
With dreams, likes and the past
We both began at in a place of insanity
But then walked towards our paths of humanity
Our family friends and thoughts
And the many things we were taught
So when one says there is no love at first sight
I say to them that they are not very right
Because I was the girl who fell in love at first sight
Poems to AsylumOde to Ju
You who know the face of love lie,
for I have seen it
A face of love and delight,
Her skin smooth and delicate.
Her eyes of care and passion,
Her voice soft and gentle,
Her hair beautiful blonde that frames her face,
her temper delicate and fragile
Sarah, I love you.
This Isn't Me
Shall I compare ye to a summers day?
I think not, for it isn't me.
So what of winds in may?
For it is now and I am with you.
For heaven shines in your eyes
while hell shines in mine,
without another they both fall
So long they live, so shall our love.
For the hate of poetry my affection is double,
I love you Sarah, I hope this poem see not rejection.
The Boy Who Saved My LifeHe stole my heart,
Please give it back,
Before you break it.
He hasn't broken it yet,
He hasn't destroyed it,
In fact he's healing it.
He has taught me how to love again,
He taught me the meaning of life,
How to feel emotions again.
But I'm still trapped by an unseen force,
It's there more than not,
It makes me feel so frustrated.
I want to scream,
I want to die,
But that boy saved my life.
He makes my heart touch the sky,
He makes me smile when I cry,
To him I cannot lie.
To show him how much I love him,
What do I give him?
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